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我的人生追求
罗素（Bertrand Russell）著
What I have Lived For
Bertrand Russell

有三种简单然而无比强烈的激情左右了我的一生

Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life

对爱的渴望，对知识的探索和对人类苦难的难以忍受的怜悯。

the longing for love, the search for knowledge,and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind.

这些激情象飓风，无处不在、反复无常地吹拂着我，吹过深重的苦海，濒于绝境。

These passions,like great winds, have blown me hither and thither, in a wayward course, over a deep ocean of anguish, reaching to the very verge of despair.

我寻找爱，首先是因为它使人心醉神迷，这种陶醉是如此的美妙，使我愿意牺牲所有的余生去换取几个小时这样的欣喜。

I have sought love, first, because it brings ecstasy --ecstasy so great
that I would often have sacrificed all the rest of life for a few hours of this joy.

我寻找爱，还因为它解除孤独，在可怕的孤独中，一颗颤抖的灵魂从世界的边缘看到冰冷、无底、死寂的深渊。

I have sought it, next, because it relieves loneliness -- that terrible loneliness in which one shiver